Don't know why..
these few days i suddenly miss home so much...
izit this is very normal for every person..
last time..when other ppl started come here..some of them will say they miss home so much..
but that time i didn't have any feel..
Don't know y..tat time i got think izit i m a cool ppl ??
But today, i know i actually not..
suddenly think tat family very very very good
they r the person who care u so so so so much more than ur friends
they r the one who always stand beside you,give u the best thing u need
But, what i have done for them..i guess ntg..
sometime,i will feel stress from them bcs feel that they put a lot of hope on me..
mayb i think too much i guess..
but i und they hope i hv a good life in future~
But anyway..today i think a lot..feel they really really treat me so good..
gv me all i needed..all i wanted
Just now..i call back home...listen to family sound
ask jing yee listen she dun want..so sad
listen my ji gor voice..chat a while nia say she bc nd teach jing yee study..
then she gave my a gong listen..then when my a gong talk..duno izit his voice is sexy..
my tear suddenly come out..the feel of warm~~
although he just ask me how is my life now..but i feel warm so much.
suddenly feel that family is the 1 u no nd worry so much or scare so much
no nd worry u say what will make who no happy
no nd worry who dun like u, no nd worry izit they r willing to help u anot..
family is the 1 who always say yes to help u when u need it
u will feel u r important for them..
I LOVE U ALL.although i malu to say out to u all~
i know sometime i may rude to u~n i know i m lazy to do houseworks~
very very sorry~
n thank you for taking care me so good~
thx thx thx
i duno in future i will find a best job anot..but i sure will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx u all
i dun want say out...scare say jor din do it~~
n very very thx to my dad...although i duno how to communicate with u~
but i know u done a lot for me..until sometime i feel i not so independent bcs u take care me so good~
thx to my mum~she always buy what i needed..clothes~facial materials n many..like my banker~
my a ma~always ask me to slp early~don't watch to much movie, pay attention on study~
thx
i receive all ur advice~n i try it~i will try fit in this new life although dy start 1 month ago~i will not emo like laz time~i wont make u all worry~n i know i cnt !!
LOVE U ALL~~<3
