today, i moody agn..
i duno y i become so moody since after graduate in secondary school..
almost always face by same problem !!
n i feel a sentences saw in fb is right..
'the most big lies is u lie urself'
this is truth..i always say u will hv friends soon 2 comfort myself..
but after a few day i moody agn bcs the same problem.
is bcs i cnt fit in new environment ?
i feel scare..i scare alone..
now i try fit in my new life in utar but..stil face some problem..
i feel like now is like my F1 situation..
don't have much friends..
Y a ?
px say we must brave 2 make friend..
i try..but..
when c other ppl a gang or hv some friend always together 1..i feel jealous..
bcs i still cnt find it..
sometime heard they go where hang out..i feel like i m a 'ju wai ren'
TT..HOW ?? u know tis make me more susah hati anot !!
i always dream 2 hv this kind of life but y ?
now waiting the week 2 arrange my new timetable 4 sem-2
i still wonder i will follow hu ?
or make my own timetable n mix with new classmates ?
duno..i juz scare alone..i worry next time in the class all a gang dy me alone..
is bcs my face problem ?? my look moody look ?
duno ?
god..didn't u heard my voice ?? my wish ?
i need u
