Fans feeling

我看完“原来是美男啊”了。。。故事非常精彩和感动。。。。
i like it very much..hahaha
N the main character-王泰京 very handsome a......
i like him lo..haha..feel like wan b his fans 2..haha
he got a 气质 attract me lo..haha
if i can c 他的真人 jau good lo..hehe..but this just a impossible dream 4 me..ai~~
y many korea 男演员 most all very handsome 1 ???

Moody Day

Today.is the worst christmas day i ever had compare last few year..
duno Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel moodly....feel all thing is bad no feeling..
whole day my face is down n like angry...
hv a long nap make me feel more tired..
N,my dad say dun wan gv me use so long pc make me more angry..duno wan say wat 2 him !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i WAN tell him..i ady 17/18 or over spm..i should hv my freedom on9 n not control my u...i will control the time i used it..y other ppl can use so long time y i canot..y u always think i use pc is play only..mayb i do other thing u dono leh....
i WAN tell lo..but cant express out..i noe this will effect our relationship..
so..i eat back my word n diam...
N,i bcum easy cry...this is NOT the real me...but y i bcum like tat !!!!!!!!!!HOW ???? c the god gua....hope my happy feeling back soon

Improve my ENGLISH

After finiz msn-ing with a jiang gor gor..make me nervous about my future
wat he say r right...plan evrything but do noy=thing =useless
study in a high quality uni or college can gv u a bright future..but 4 me..is 2 expensive..
N,when he say he can come 2 my house explain 2 me...i feel suprise n more bu zi zai lo...mayb i 2 shine gua long time not c him n my standard make me more..
But,i muz thx him a lot !!!!!!!!! tq..u r like my good gor gor..
now..my plan is study my english n enjoy ns 1st..
then take spm result
then find a college study foundation..
then mayb as a jiang gor gor say study at 1 of that three college..
hope i can done it all^^

blogger

i think this blogger is 4 me 2 write bad thing..
haha..
HELP release my bad mood..
thx..BLOGGER

The most worst day of dong zi

Today..afternoon is a very good day 4 me..can eat my favourite "DOMINO PIZZA"..n got ppl belanja..SYOK..
BUT,evrything had change..bcs of the 'mei qi lu'
feel like got an argue between my dad n the salesman..make me feel 'bu hao yi shi' if tomolo i c him come fix it..
then..my aunt wan me don go out...so i muz delete go play badminton n swimming..SO CHAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL my planning cancel ady..
then..the baby cry make me more no mood !!!!!!!!!!!
so, 4 me..today is not a hapi 'dong zi'

Bad luck 4 me

Today..i suddenly feel like 'Y i always bad luck ???'
my heart very pain n wan cry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i duno y i feel envy when heard that their plkn campside very big n nice n y my camp not..
i noe envy is not good but i feel envy 2...
i go search my campside n the photo is small n don show peta !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i feel sad n upset..
y i always so bad luck or not good luck as they ???
from f1 - f5...my group or my camp is not good as other n always lose..
when think back i feel more upset..
Y Y Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y I CANT FEEL THE HAPINESS..
now i think back..when i in camp...my group always lose n i cant have the winning feeling like pther group..or my group always got some pertelingkahan 1...
am i a bad luck person ???????
when i will good luck ??????
when when when ???????????????????????????????
pls......gv me a good luck..i very need it...
i feel like i want SIAO liao..
so ????
wat can i say..
ntg i can do about it..
dun think 2 much bah...peiling

my 1st day driving

today is my 1st day learn drive..
start listen course very very boring !!!!
the lecturer1 speaking so 'loud' n 2 traditional malays...moz i duno wat he is talking..
then i learn drive...start i feel so excited n think i can control everything..
BUT,all out of my control..
i cnt easily control my leg...when nd tekan clutch or release slowly i jau 2 faz..ady mati more than 10 times enjin....so malu..
then i cant control my stearing easily...
when my lecturer2 always say i muz listen his order but like 'tekan ur clutch n break' i only action after listen he say a few time....
actually i try wat he say but i cant conrol my leg n hand..
when he say many time i muz listen him n y i don listen him..i noe he is not scolding me but i feel stress..tat time i ady feel wan cry but luckily no..if not very malu !!!
n i dono y i so ec confuse n terganggu when drive..i think manyting or cant focus...
AI~~~~~~~~
When i back home i tell my family..they all say i 'jin zhang' wan learn all 1day..
they say like this i cry ady...bcs i duno how tell themm..bcs i rily difficult control my leg n bukan dunwan listen order...
ai~~~~
the conclusion is driving is no ec as i thought..
oil bah..peiling

Worry

I duno y...i feel i got depression but they say i dun have these simptom..
ok..i agree lo..
but y i always wory this n that leh..y i always worry about my future...always feel like i still need my parents protect me, duno how 2 b independent...
suddenly..i think after spm what should i do ???? i wan find a job but..wat job is suitable 4 me ????
i still want enjoy with my friend but i wan earn mony...
i think i ady sot...
how how how ???
y i always so depress ???
y i suddenly hapi dun think 2 much sumtime will ????

I wan XIAO liao !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today,i thought is a great day for me n i plan this n tat..
but...i cant complete this plan..
at night wan finish an essay n give teacher check but...baby always cry n cry ncry...non-stop...duno cry about wat !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this make my mood down n down n wan express out..
pc got a little hang..i tell my dad say mayb software 2 much n give me delete ir.he say no need..
ai~~y dun wan trust me ????
sometime wan find friend express out but...dun wan disturb them la..
how....yyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 post

after write 3 post in 1 day..feel very syok..haha
blog really a good medium 2 express feeling..haha

SPM

Oh no...stil got 2 weeks oni 2 study 4 SPM...
Many ppl say SPM important 4 our future...
stress now but dun hv the moood 2 study...
worrying but....
wat should i do ??
Everytime i read the spm scredule i will feel like spm very fast will pass away..
duno how...hope can do best in SPM...then can gv me a bright future..
n hope alll the best 2 my friend..haha..hope this year 5s1 can break school record..
+oil^^

Software

now i like pc very much..i also like software..haha
on9 is interesting 4 me..can do this add tat...
wau~~NICE..haha
but..i still not gd in these type of things but i hv the heart 2 learn it...
i hope i can know many in pc knowledge..useful 4 me in future..haha
so...

Blogging again

Long time don write blog ady..today suddenly sy wan watch..
after read her blog..i feel tat blog can write my feeling every day...
suddenly like write blog now....
after spm...i sure will often write blog 2 express my feeling..haha

Not a Lucky Day

Today school reopen..now is second semester..
starting feel very happy meet with the friend..
but until resess time..my feeling down jor..
i lost st.john monet, rm 30.00 a...don know how..
then i tat y i always alone,y go travel find partner y always i alone...f1 until now also...did they got this feeling ????
y only i ?????
then,don know y how i always depress ,hampir got depresion ????
y i so care ?????

tired..angry..bad day

today is 40周年...but is the day i don like the most
1st.....i feel i can't work with him..today i almost wan bergaduh dgn him bcs his work n my work no so match...mayb sometime he right but..........
don like him la....
then...i don know y today y i so busy but someone so free....make me feel angry !!!
i nd do many thing n worry this n tat y they can help a while relax a while ????
y , y ,y ??????
feel not 'song' 2 some of them lo..
feel alone at st.john !!!!!!!!!!!!
however..i feel this is teh last time i help st'john..i retire jor n don wan work 4 st.john jor...don wan work with some of them....but not all la..
but some of them is good like zi yan..she is very good lo..work with her very good compare with them !!!!!
thx ya.zi yan..
suan la..i think this is an expience 4 me..
so..bb st.john
thx 4 giving the "good" memories

Negative feeling (TT)

I don know how 2 describe my feeling now...
my feeling all is negative emotion now..
mayb is my fault..
but sumtime i feel tat i tersisir from my friend..i feel scare n sad n all negative emotion on my mind....n i still nd 2 show tat i don hv sad in front of them...i don wan make the situation b destroy bcs of my emotion..but sumtime this make me feel susah bernafas....
actually this is not their fault....but when they don pay sum attention 2 ,i feel sad n don know how...i feel tat i not so important 4 them although they don think like tat..
i nd 2 try hard 2 make fren with them...i don wan alone !!!!!!!!!
please....this is 1 of my hope in 2010 a...y can't make my wish cum true ????
try try try.............i must make this wish cum true..
HOPE....HOPE....HOPE

Wish 2

suddenly i heard my mum said my cousin 车祸进了医院。。。
now i very worried a...she so young only...
please..n please n please..保佑my表姐没事 n faster get well soon
i very wish she will get well soon n wish she 不会有事...
please.....this wish must come true a