2010年6月21日星期一

Not a Lucky Day

Today school reopen..now is second semester..
starting feel very happy meet with the friend..
but until resess time..my feeling down jor..
i lost st.john monet, rm 30.00 a...don know how..
then i tat y i always alone,y go travel find partner y always i alone...f1 until now also...did they got this feeling ????
y only i ?????
then,don know y how i always depress ,hampir got depresion ????
y i so care ?????

2010年6月20日星期日

tired..angry..bad day

today is 40周年...but is the day i don like the most
1st.....i feel i can't work with him..today i almost wan bergaduh dgn him bcs his work n my work no so match...mayb sometime he right but..........
don like him la....
then...i don know y today y i so busy but someone so free....make me feel angry !!!
i nd do many thing n worry this n tat y they can help a while relax a while ????
y , y ,y ??????
feel not 'song' 2 some of them lo..
feel alone at st.john !!!!!!!!!!!!
however..i feel this is teh last time i help st'john..i retire jor n don wan work 4 st.john jor...don wan work with some of them....but not all la..
but some of them is good like zi yan..she is very good lo..work with her very good compare with them !!!!!
thx ya.zi yan..
suan la..i think this is an expience 4 me..
so..bb st.john
thx 4 giving the "good" memories

2010年6月16日星期三

Negative feeling (TT)

I don know how 2 describe my feeling now...
my feeling all is negative emotion now..
mayb is my fault..
but sumtime i feel tat i tersisir from my friend..i feel scare n sad n all negative emotion on my mind....n i still nd 2 show tat i don hv sad in front of them...i don wan make the situation b destroy bcs of my emotion..but sumtime this make me feel susah bernafas....
actually this is not their fault....but when they don pay sum attention 2 ,i feel sad n don know how...i feel tat i not so important 4 them although they don think like tat..
i nd 2 try hard 2 make fren with them...i don wan alone !!!!!!!!!
please....this is 1 of my hope in 2010 a...y can't make my wish cum true ????
try try try.............i must make this wish cum true..
HOPE....HOPE....HOPE

2010年6月15日星期二

Wish 2

suddenly i heard my mum said my cousin 车祸进了医院。。。
now i very worried a...she so young only...
please..n please n please..保佑my表姐没事 n faster get well soon
i very wish she will get well soon n wish she 不会有事...
please.....this wish must come true a