visit UTAR

today,me n my parents n kye yuin n her mother go visit utar..
after ask the information..i da gai know how much i nd use 2 study..
then we go find house..b4 that we hv a lunch la..
tat time,my cousin suddenly call me say they finding house there n mayb no room 4 me..
after heard this i feel sad or like got a big stone in my heart..
feel like if like tat i wan find room myself n make new friend at there..then i felt worry bcs i not gd in communication..i feel like wan start from begining..difficult 4 me
n i heard tat college u nd book time study..n if i no friend i feel alone lo..tis n tat make my moood very very down...
then my mum keep asking me this n tat n how is cousin finding the house a..wan join them anot..then i gv a bad mood 2 her say my cousin now finding with her friend if we go disturb very gan ga lo..i very sorry 2 her bcs voice not gd when tell my mum..
THEN,later my mood back normal dy..n i found a room quite gd..rm275..is it expensive ??
so i decide keep it 1st then sat go c agn c how...
aft back home..i hvn decide anything or think probably..my family jau ask me how n how nhow..ask about hostel n tat..this make my mood bad agn..then i show a bad mood 2 them agn dy..
i very very sorry..i know they ambil berat terhadap i...
bcs u all ask me many ques at the same time make me fan..
but i very apprieciate it..thx...my family
hope i can hv a gd life in utar soon..hope i can find a gd room..hope i will b gd..haha