Upset

Dunno y..today my mood is totally down n down n down..
i feel like i wan alone n b quiet whole day..
u know y ???
1st..bcs my family seem like more worry than me about my future..they always ask me wat i wan study n where n other things..sometime make me annoying..
n today i feel like i gv a black face 2 my family..feel very sorry 2 them..
2nd..i feel like i still wondering whether my choice is right anot..my dad ask me r u sure wan utar..i dno say wat..i feel like now i study is hope tat when i come out tat cert can me find a gd job....so ???
3rd..i wonder y many schorlaship dateline is until end of this march.very rush n i m hurry find which is suitable 4 me..bu,most of the qualification wan english oral n writting gd..but my eng oni A- n 1119 oni 5c..feel like the chance getting the schorlaship is less than 50%..regret don put heart learn english..
4th..i also feel wat i plan mostly wont success 1..like~invite fren come out.started they say wan then later 1 by 1 say no mood dy..sometime i think y other fren can hang out happily we no..this make me upset many time..however,tis is their choice
5th..i rily not 舍得 my fren..now..all will 分道扬镳 go their next destination..mean we will berpisah dy..feel sad n xx(duno how 2 say)
in conclusion,today duno y all the feeling all things attack me at the same time make me sot dy....mood down n bek chek..
pl..faster recover n move 2 ur destination bah..
n 4 my friends(px,sy,yx,mc,ws,yl,cw,jy,wh,wl n ky),my,thx 4 accompany me in f4 n f5 n make me not feel alone in these 2 year..thx..tepuk tepuk terima kasih..haha