清明节

today,my family n i go cheng meng..
actualy i don hv feeling lo..we go bai a jor nbek gong..
ALthough ppl say this festival can gather relative 2gether n make our relationship closer..
But, at a jor there..we meet our 2 boy cousin..is my dad cousin children la..
we meet each other we juz smile..don no chat what..n i duno find wat topik chat with them 2..
as we meet each other 1 year 2-3 time..i feel like we no topik talk with each other..
we very diam at tat time..when watch the little children6 years old la..2 the things like 剥蛋壳n throw 2 the 泥土..i think dou when we were children we also do this 2gether n very hapi 1..n climb here n there..very fun..
now all has change~many cousin hu elder than me dy mature n all hv their own world include us..
sometime i very miss my childhood life at there bcs at ipoh i less cousin..n taiping many n very fun with them..
n..suddenly the elder say y we don chat a..we duno each other a..y like a stranger 1 ??
when they say these word make me feel more uncomfortable..actually no we dun wan chat is we duno chat wat mah..u say this make me more gan ga a...ai~~
i think mayb future we will less in touch dy.
hope wedon forget each other la n say hi when meet..xp