An Adward day/ feel

today is 14/3
duno y..suddenly moody in front of friends..
make them terkejut n duno wat happen to me..
n make them duno should wat to do dy...or cn say duno how to consult me
Haiz...very ps..
actually i dun like emo in front of friends 1..actually i can control 1..
but duno y today i cannot control..
Sorry to them a lot..
bcs i know tat u all duno how to do make u all n me feel adward at tat time
n very thx u all for caring...
dun worry..actually i will b fine soon
juz nd sometime gv me alone a while
i juz sometime duno y my nervous system ci xin oni..mayb tat time think many things hvn finiz make me crazy dy
n sorry..i duno how to express or say out my feeling in front u all..
i not so like to share my sad thing or thing i angry with in front of friends..mayb sometime will la..bcs sometime i will feel 'guai guai' 1...

Thx friends..n dun worry..
n emo..go away from me

MARCH lo

so fast..now march dy..week7
now is the time also rush assignment
prepare mid-term
then presentation..hoho
opl, muz faster do lo..don't laz minutes..
rmb ur dad say..laz minutes work will not b NICE !!
then..after final i will leave kampar go sg.long lo..
haiz...now juz start hv feel in kampar n with some close friends
a bit bu she de leh..
later go sg.long nd start from the begining dy~~
but cnt do anything..
u muz think of ur future when choose the degree u want..not want with friends oni choose tat degree course...muz b mature~~
XD

although now is the time to fight with the asigment n exam
but now my mind is always think about travel leh~~
hope can go travel with kampar friends to hv some nice memories
haha
don't know can plan successfully anot leh
hope success !! very qi dai zhe ^^

laz~~want thanks u all n bcs u all i not alone in kampar...thx^^

ME

i feel like want know more about myself...
i feel tat now i still hvn find wat destination i want to go
i just like following other ppl footsteps..
they do what i do what lo..
easily influence by other friends
always think what their view quite correct
slowly lose my independence n views
juz like a doll..no idea
what thing is i professional to ?
what is my strength ?

Now, dy sem 3 week 5..
time past so fast
i feel like this 5 weeks besides CNY my life not so meaningful..
with friends is nice..but i still few like less smtg
with friends is happy but ~~duno how to say..
always talk about past...
i not mean with them not nice or wat..i very appreciate 1..n happy..
is juz like after end feel tat all..now wat should i do ?

N,
i feel i m a girl hu always gv ppl think i still a small girl small kid
bcs wat
always careless..forgot this n that
do thing din use brain think b4
always regret what hv i do ?
always overslept
always fall from bicycle
less general knowledge
haiz..

N,
i bcum more lazy...other ppl dy start their assignment but my group stil like a snail..slowly not worry
n i also marketing assignment leader..
n i tanggung tis jawatan ??

OPL..
U CANNOT THINK SO NEGATIVELY DY..
U DY 19
MUZ START MATURE DY
DUN ALWAYS SCARE TIS N TAT
TRY WAT U WANT
DO WAT U PLANNING
SET UR TARGET NOW
DUN LIKE YEAR 2011 ..
WASTING THE TIME
MUZ DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL N THING U WONT REGRET IN UR FUTURE
DUN LIKE NOW REGRET IN YEAR 2011 U DO NTG !!!

OPL..U MUZ STAND UP NOW !!
TRY WAT U CAN..B CONFIDENCE
IF FAIL NVM....ACCEPT THE FAILURE N TAKE IT AS UR LESSON N DO UR BEST NEXT TIME
SO~~

aft tis......i won't write any -tive post agn..
muz write something happy n meaningful
cheer^^

C C C....i so many weaknesses

Time past so fast @@

erm~~write wat leh ?
my university life ?

now dy come to sem 3 lo
last sem of my foundation studies
after april will finished my foundation
time past so fast~
juz start hv some friends which will comfortable to communicate..then nd to transfer to sg.long to continue my degree course dy..
then nd start from begining to find new friends
haiz~
a bit sad~~
although now just week 5 only
i dy feel~~difficult to say out

n~duno y..seem like sem 3 time past so fast compare to sem 2 n sem 1..
is tat juz a illusion only ?
duno a~~

now i feel my engine stil hvn start
although should start my 4 sub assignment

OPL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 u cannot like tat
muz do ur best
must !!
gambateh !!


seem like pro in gambling-zingxin

me,kexin n my dear cousin wenjing

SUPER JUNIOR

Today, i hv a sleepless night...
so,i decide find back my mood/ feel to write blog..
so,
a great new year for me- 2012..
n in year 2012
I start 迷恋 to a group of idols- SUPER JUNIOR (SUJU）bcs of their album- Mr.Simple n also by my friend- TZX
XD



their song r very very nice besides their look r handsome..XD
such as mr.simple , bonamana , a cha , no others , white christmas , etc.
i like their song much
n they make me start like KPOP dy..
morever, laz time i din't crazy to any idols but juz like some artist's song only..
N they r my 1st idols which make me crazy to（ but not as crazy like other fans la)
Juz sometime like to listen their song..free like to c their recently news..sometime save their picture..haha
n now, me from a small fans which duno them..until start bcum a true fans-one of the ELF which know all of the members n their names...like to c their show n more..
the members r



LEETEUK , HEECHUL , YESUNG
SUNGMIN , EUNHYUK , DONGHAE
SIWON , RYEOWOOK , KHUHYUN

KANGIn , shindong n kibum also but not inside the picture la..hehe

hahaha...bsides..when we get rm200 voucher..i got a 冲动 use these voucher buy their album..Mr.simple
but..popular dun hv if want juz hv cd oni..so i dun wan jor
bside their album also expensive..so cancel the idea lo
so,i juz can download from internet lo..wahahaha

n..when c their super show 4 concert in taiwan..is very super successful !!!
make me also hv the feel to join the concert..
but, until now stil dun hv news say that SS4 will held in malaysia..so juz can wake lo..haiz..
but, if got i also cnt c..bcs sure nd rm2++-rm5++
dun hv so much ＄＄ go the concert..so oni can get the news from FB lo..TT

n..i like one of the member - YESUNG
haha..i duno la..i like all of them but like him more among them la..XP

< YESUNG >

now,i hope 1 day i can get all of them get signiture..n take photo with them^^

finally..finiz my 1st blog in 2012 lo^^
hurray
will update more soon XD

NO TITLE

LONG TIME DIN WRITE BLOG DY
ACTUALLY I GOT MANY THING TO WRITE N SAY
BUT LAZY
B4 THAT I GOT MANY FEELING TO WRITE OUT N TELL
BUT DUNO HOW TO WRITE IT
IF
I HV A LAPTOP WHICH WE JUZ ND TELL N THEN THE MSG WE WAN WILL APPEAR IN THE SCREEN OR LEETER JAU PERFECT LO
THEN I CAN JUZ STRAIGHT TELL WAT I HOPE TO WRITE N SHARE IT OUT
BUT
FOR NOW IS IMPOSIBBLE
SO
MOOD A..FASTER CUM FIND ME LA
GV ME THE MOOD TO WRITE OUT ALL MY FEELING N STORY
HAHA

Trustworthy信任n Commitment is IMPORTANT in LIFE

Actually i want write in mandarin..but i just know how 2 say do not know how write in mandarin..so now this post i write in English form la..haha

Actually,this happen few weeks ago,1 of my NS friend sms me ask whether i can top up for her dg number rm30 anot..n she say she will top up for me next time..
as she is my friend..i say OK n help her top up with my own money..
after few days, she ask me free to top up agn for 2nd time..
the reason she say is she now at hill dun hv place to top up..
n she say she will gv back me on 29 September..
then i trust her n top up for her 4 the 2nd time..
so now total she hutang me is rm90..then i say 1 month top up for me 1 time..so she should top up me for 3 month..
but,now dy 6 of October..1 week after the date she should top up for me..
this make me 对她的信任度越来越低。。
not i don want to trust her..
n she gv me geh reason 越来越假。。make me not so trust her anymore..

on 29 n 30..she say the shop near her house close dy..cnt help me top up..then she say Sunday top up for me..i say OK
on Sunday..she say she juz finiz work n shop close dy..n her friend will help me top up..
i say ok agn..i trust her..
but..until yesterday..i ask her to top up for me agn..she say her friend dy top up..but today 5/10 oni can receive..
then i think 'HAR'.. Digi top up not pay dy jau will receive soon a..didn't u lie me ???
then i say ok..but now dy 6/10 dy..y i didn't get the $$ like wat she say ??

y she still hvn top up for me ?
this make me not so trust her anymore..really..
y !!
Not i dun wan trust u..is u didn't do wat u promise me..
if u cnt pay back for this few week or got $$ problem nd pay back me later u should tell me..i won't force u pay now..
can rm 10 rm 10 top up for me..
or gv me a date when u really can top up for me..
this I will 体谅 U !!
not always say will top up this few days but in the end NO !!!

If i m a rich person..u got $$ problem nd my help I can help..
but i am not !! i m not a rich person..n RM60 is much for me..this can b my 1 week pocket money in university life !!

Moreover, ur action make me feel u dun wan top up for me..
like sometime when I call u y u dun answer my call..
y i sms u 'y u hvn top up for mr' u didn't gv an explanation for me ??
u always like that make me don wan trust u anymore..
make me feel rm90 cnt claim back agn !!!
b4 tat, i really really treat u as my friend n I trust u will gv me back..
But now..NO MORE 信任 on u..
plz dun blaim me..don blame me y i always rush u to top up for me..
is u urself make me feel like tat..as RM90 is not a small $$ for me．．

wat can i say now is if i still don receive the dg reload $$..i will say tat i use rm60 buy 2 lesson
N, from here i get a leason is ..
don't simply borrow money for the 1 who not so close or not so familiar with..if want borrow make sure is the 1 you can trust on..
Another lesson is..
朋友之间的承诺是很重要的~~
答应的事一定要做到！！失信的话就会使别人不再信任于你了 ！！