my 1st day driving

today is my 1st day learn drive..
start listen course very very boring !!!!
the lecturer1 speaking so 'loud' n 2 traditional malays...moz i duno wat he is talking..
then i learn drive...start i feel so excited n think i can control everything..
BUT,all out of my control..
i cnt easily control my leg...when nd tekan clutch or release slowly i jau 2 faz..ady mati more than 10 times enjin....so malu..
then i cant control my stearing easily...
when my lecturer2 always say i muz listen his order but like 'tekan ur clutch n break' i only action after listen he say a few time....
actually i try wat he say but i cant conrol my leg n hand..
when he say many time i muz listen him n y i don listen him..i noe he is not scolding me but i feel stress..tat time i ady feel wan cry but luckily no..if not very malu !!!
n i dono y i so ec confuse n terganggu when drive..i think manyting or cant focus...
AI~~~~~~~~
When i back home i tell my family..they all say i 'jin zhang' wan learn all 1day..
they say like this i cry ady...bcs i duno how tell themm..bcs i rily difficult control my leg n bukan dunwan listen order...
ai~~~~
the conclusion is driving is no ec as i thought..
oil bah..peiling