Bad luck 4 me

Today..i suddenly feel like 'Y i always bad luck ???'
my heart very pain n wan cry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i duno y i feel envy when heard that their plkn campside very big n nice n y my camp not..
i noe envy is not good but i feel envy 2...
i go search my campside n the photo is small n don show peta !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i feel sad n upset..
y i always so bad luck or not good luck as they ???
from f1 - f5...my group or my camp is not good as other n always lose..
when think back i feel more upset..
Y Y Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y I CANT FEEL THE HAPINESS..
now i think back..when i in camp...my group always lose n i cant have the winning feeling like pther group..or my group always got some pertelingkahan 1...
am i a bad luck person ???????
when i will good luck ??????
when when when ???????????????????????????????
pls......gv me a good luck..i very need it...
i feel like i want SIAO liao..
so ????
wat can i say..
ntg i can do about it..
dun think 2 much bah...peiling