21/3/2012

Duno y......i dy hv a 'xi guan' write blog at utar block b IT lab
i think bcs here line suck and cnt on fb..
so 1 of the way spend time in IT Lab is write blog gua..
n juz alone here...
can think anything quietly n hv the feel to write gua..

wat should i write today ??
future plan ? friends ? family ?

Future plan bah

sometime, i hv a lots of plan to proceed...
sometime, i always planning about my future plan...
but, i don't y in the end i always do ntg 1...
all the work always din't do although i dy plan
then in the end i emo agn...

so, should i plan..
all straight foward do what i hope to do ???

but, if i din't plan anything...
i will feel like i lost my direction...
everyday will wasting time...
then in the end regret agn...

OPL, u cnt like tat...
u always like tat u will regret in the end of ur life
u muz do ur best
u muz plan n do

"NO PLANNING = PLANNING TO FAIL"

u dun want fail in ur life so muz plan !!!!!!
no 1 can predict how is their future
u want ur future good n better
u muz work hard right now for ur future

so,aft write tis blog dun emo or regret anything dy...
follow ur heart




*after finiz this blog...i feel like blog is another ME to encourage ME"
funny..

1st time b a bridesmaid^^

Haha..now got a feel duno how to decribe now...
last saturday, my leng lui cousin get married...
very congratz to her..sweet sweet forever ya^^
n tat day she is so so so pretty..
the most prettiest bride i see...n she look like a barbie doll..smile very sweet
until i also got some jealous to her...



n, i very 荣幸 to be her bridesmaid..n this is also my 1st time b a bridesmaid...
the feeling also duno how to say out...
1st i feel very nervous n surprise...
as i din't think that she wil find me to b her bridesmaid n i also dun hv any experience...

but,when tat day i b bridesmaid..i feel very happy n very touch when stand beside her c the marrying process...c they 进茶 to their parents n relatives...
help her record the presents gv by others
take photo with her...
the feeling is so so so happy...or syok...
although now her wedding dy end but i stil hv the feel a...haha...
m i too excited ??



n, because i also hope to bcum a leng leng bridesmaid...
i ask the help from my future 表嫂 help me make up as she can consider a professional 化妆师。。
n that day my look really look nice than without make up...
eye bigger than normal day...
n i really feel that bcs make up build up more confidence dy...
but a bit sad is my eye bag cnt cover..
haiz..美中不足..
but that day i also feel i leng alots ady la
turn me to a pretty bridesmaid...
very thx to my future 表嫂...thx



n...talk about my 一面之缘的伴郎吧。。。
he is my 表姐夫 geh younger brother...
i think he elder than me few years old la..
his look not very very handsome but stil ok la...a bit handsome oni la...
mayb bcs he also is a bridesmaid i got a feel to him gua..
but i know this feeling is juz temporarily la
as me n him wont hv any 交际 as we r differnt..
juz will meet during my cousin wedding
N, i very regret din take photo personally a...
i very regret tat time i reject to take photo with him personally..ergh !!
so 可惜 a...but cnt change anything dy..my cousin wedding dy end..
but got take photo of bride,bridegroom n bridesmaid la...
i think tis make me not so regret gua..haha

very very 期待 wedding photos tat hv took during the wedding...
hope faster upload by my cousin soon..^^

laz, happy wedding n congratulation to my leng leng 表姐
tat day u really really leng lui bride^^
电 alot of ppl o..include me..haha
n thx bcs i really enjoy on tat day^^

An Adward day/ feel

today is 14/3
duno y..suddenly moody in front of friends..
make them terkejut n duno wat happen to me..
n make them duno should wat to do dy...or cn say duno how to consult me
Haiz...very ps..
actually i dun like emo in front of friends 1..actually i can control 1..
but duno y today i cannot control..
Sorry to them a lot..
bcs i know tat u all duno how to do make u all n me feel adward at tat time
n very thx u all for caring...
dun worry..actually i will b fine soon
juz nd sometime gv me alone a while
i juz sometime duno y my nervous system ci xin oni..mayb tat time think many things hvn finiz make me crazy dy
n sorry..i duno how to express or say out my feeling in front u all..
i not so like to share my sad thing or thing i angry with in front of friends..mayb sometime will la..bcs sometime i will feel 'guai guai' 1...

Thx friends..n dun worry..
n emo..go away from me

MARCH lo

so fast..now march dy..week7
now is the time also rush assignment
prepare mid-term
then presentation..hoho
opl, muz faster do lo..don't laz minutes..
rmb ur dad say..laz minutes work will not b NICE !!
then..after final i will leave kampar go sg.long lo..
haiz...now juz start hv feel in kampar n with some close friends
a bit bu she de leh..
later go sg.long nd start from the begining dy~~
but cnt do anything..
u muz think of ur future when choose the degree u want..not want with friends oni choose tat degree course...muz b mature~~
XD

although now is the time to fight with the asigment n exam
but now my mind is always think about travel leh~~
hope can go travel with kampar friends to hv some nice memories
haha
don't know can plan successfully anot leh
hope success !! very qi dai zhe ^^

laz~~want thanks u all n bcs u all i not alone in kampar...thx^^