Am i still a child ???

duno y..i feel like my parents still treat me like a child n control this or that..
i ady graduate in 2ndary school...it can b say is ady grow up..
y sometime still feel like i don hv tat freedom..
feel like now me just enjoy my school holidays..
sometime tis they make me feel angry..like i m 3 years old child..
go camp...i feel like my friends they very independent..know tis n tat..but me just like a ppl hu don know the real world
how ???

世界会末日吗 ？？

is the world will end in 2012 ???
there is no answer 4 it..

but..after wat had happen in japan..9.0 earthquake n sunami..is like wat we had seen in 2012..

duno y...i feel like i scare the world will end..i duno wat will happen on me tat time..

now many natural disaster happen everywhere non-stop..
this make me feel like human is very tiny n cant do anything..
wat we can do is just help the victim n save them escape from it..
Although malaysia is save but it cant confirm tat next time wont happen..

mayb i m 2 free now...mind is blank..always think these stupid question...worry ntg..
n i go ask my family u all worry the world end anot..then they say we cant expect wat will happen in the future..wat we can do is enjoy our life now..

Wat they say r right...mayb i 2 'dan xiao' n scare died gua..
opl..dun think 2 much la...think 2 much also no use wat..
b more optic n enjoy ur life..n must find something do 2 advoid think 2much..haha.

Pray 4 the japanese victims n hope they can rebuild their country soon..gammbateh

Y3sh..back from camp ady^^

i'm back..
actually..i dun hv the rindu feeling about tat place lo..bcs there don gv me any sweet memories..
the good memories just that i make a few good friends oni..
n i will miss them 2..
duno y..ay that time,some ppl cry bcs nd berpisah ady but i don...
is bcs they ec cry or wat..
anyway...this camp had past n i will rmb tat moment in my heart..
n now i must continue my journey..
just like the poem the road not taken..haha^^

Hapi N3w Y3ar

today,i invite my friend come 2 my house n we gamble...
they give me a nickname a dy..is 'Lan Du'!!!!
A ugly n not nice name..i very n very don like it...but if they joke only i don care la...don always say me like tat jau ok...
n, i lose a lot....although middle i got win but at last i also lose...
a little bit sad la but after a while feel nvm..new year 1 year 1 time only..not always..n sure got ppl win n lose 1...all hapi jau ok lo...
I very 'WEI DA' leh..haha
n b zhuang is very not good...ec lose n all also hope u lose 1....like u r a 'cai sheng ye'...hahahaha
so,next time i don wan b zhuang lo...haha
today is quite a good day 4 me...all friend can gather 2gether..i think every year must held a gathering like this...
hope they also hv fun n not boring at my house la...

大年初一-rabbit y3ar

today is 大年初一。。。but,4 me is stil like normal day..the oni different is many fod eat oni..
now me n all my cousin ady grow up n hv our own world...bcs me less meet 2gether..i feel like our relationship not as good as b4..
this year i go 拜年..oni say hapi new year 2 the elder n get angpau n eat oni..i don saw my cousin..they all go out hv fun ady..
i don blame them..is juz like when i was child...i so hapi 2 go taiping 拜年 n play with them...tat time very fun n i always 期待go there enjoy..
but now...all has change..bcs we not close ady..n don hv a topic talk 2gether..n i go there is boring..juz watch tv..
however..i stil hope our relationship won so tawar like water although we ady grow up..hope we stil keep in touch 2gether^^
N wish my cousin hapi new year^^

A New Year-Rabbit year^^

Today is a new year for every chinese ppl...haha..
gongxi gong xi..
but..like laz year..i stil don hv the new year mood..n i think tat if got gambling oni like new year lo...haha....long time don play mahjong ady..miss it
n ytd.....chinese 30 night..i do housework whole day..damn tired...back from camp stil nd clean house..==
n this time clean house use all my energy...use 3 hour mop floor..sweep floor..n use whole ..
afternoongelap this n tat...on no..
ut after finiz cleaning very hapi la..haha....a new year a nice enviroment..no dirty in my house..haha..n design my house leng leng..got 成就感。。hoho
Now is a new year lo...n i ady graduate..n ns-ing..
hope this year can bring me gd luck...let me hv a direction wat n where should i continue my journey^^
hope i wont waste the time do ntg but use the time do meaningful things^^
this is 1 of my wish^^
other is secret..hehe..if say out jau no use or wont come true...
HAPI CNY 2 all my fren

Go NS lo...

Actually,now i really don hv the mood go NS lo...
Duno y...i feel like i change alots !!!
i change bcum so panas baran...easy angry..
i feel very sorry 2 my family..
i will try my best change it..
N..i feel like my reltionship with my dad not so good like b4 ady..
duno y ??
these few day got some arguement with my dad..hope all will 4got soon..sorry...dad
i dun hv the 'brave' 2 say sorry in front u..so say here la..^^
Go ns lo...hope my place is nice..
n i must always bcareful !!!
i must not careless !!!!
hope god of messy protect me....i must trust myself that i can do all my best at there !!!
+oil !!!!