LAST SEMESTER

Yup..Now is year 2016 and also is final year for my degree life~
Time pass so fast~For my 4 years degree course now come to the last sem for it~

Remember during beginning of our study me and my friend always thought of 4 years course is so so long and wish to faster complete it~
N now when it reach the final last sem it just feel like time past so fast without any notice and we had already pass all previous subject~

Sometime, I will just feel regret that I din fully utilize my degree time and try to learn as much as I can~Like join any activities and become committee for some event~learn how to be more sociable with others.

But time won't reverse back again as we want~ So what I can do now is just enjoy my last sememster and prepare well to enter into working life~ Remember,You are now considering 23 and should look forward and not the past~ ^^v

Attach my new hostel bedroom~ XD
my new last room to stay in Sungai Long after I have moved in the 3rd time..XD

 

22nd B'day 2015 D(Throwback)

Look back my previous post about 19th birthday~ Feel so silly & childish >< XD
But yet, it show that I had growth up bah XD

Today~ I'm officially 22 years old la ~ Oh nO IS 22~

Compare to previous post I had written now I already pass through 3 years in my degree life and now entering into 4th years~

Compare to previous year~this year my birthday celebration is more simple and warm bah~haha

maybe in our gang, we all already be friend for 3-4 years~ we know each other pattern dy~

 I very appreciate for their birthday treat for me on last Thursday XD let me keep makan n makan...LOL Thanks La~

Although in my little heart always wish to have a little surprise haha XD

But I already become more mature,.. I didn't feel any disappointment or sad like during my 19th birthday~

But I want to say thanks to my cousin WWJ... she is the only one who know my pattern and my dream to have cake during my birthday~  So she give me a little surprise ask me go up to her house and 'da tang'~ two cake in front of me and let me make wish~ XD + a choco soya milk^^

Geli words I don't want say so much~ really super appreciate and THANK YOU~


On that night, a surprise from Amy and Emmerlee give me a choco lava cake (secret recipe) as my B'day cake XD. Its yummy and thanks ya XD

Not to forget Sherlee because she prepare a belated birthday celebration for me and I was surprise when she come find me with 2 slice of cake. I was shocked and I didn't realise the cake when I bring her to my house. OMG !! Thanks ya.

A B'day treat from Sherlee & Jingshi also at soften molten cake shop - One of my cafe list that I desire to visit one day and I finally visited. XD




Thanks to PX for a meaningful gifts as my present. Appreciate it =) <3

Yup. I was official 22 la but in 2016 I'm unofficially 23~

To myself,

Not to waste time anymore as life is short~
MAKE Plan for your future and not to SPEND TIME with nothing.
You going to graduate soon and entering to the working life, Be strong and face it and not blur in doing works.
STOP BEING CARELESS.
Be confident during interview and don't scare of anything question.
You had waste time in 2015 and stop waste time in 2016 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Live LIFE with NO REGRET !!!!!!

Anger to b PIG !!!

sometime 9 hate myself..y i cant wake up as what i plan n  wat i expect ??
izit very difficult to me ??

hate
always like a bid stupid pig

i know house-mates dy wake me up
y i stil slp !!
i blame myself so much
hate myself
a bit blame y they didn't strongly wake me up ??
but i cant~
this is my fault
i cant put my anger to them~

so what can i do ??

Wishes

Besides my small celebration for me by my house-mates ~

i also want to say thanks to all who send birthday wishes for me through msg

The msg I receive from u all is warm~

Happy that u all remember my birthday~

This make me happy~bcs among all friend~

not all will remember n send wish for u~

Although some ppl think that birthday is just a normal day~

but for my view I will feel like if you remember my birthday~

mean I am a important friend for u~

mean in ur friend list i may at a important place~

mean u got put heart rmb my birthday~

this will make me happy~ I easy satisfy~ XD

So I very appreciate u all who send ur best wish for you~

Thanks~

N also thanks for the birthday call from PX, Vinno n KX~

Use line send me birthday wish geh SY~

YX, JH, KY,KW, SM  birthday wishes through SMS

N also some friends send me through FB~

although not much ppl wish me n some forget~

but is nvm~^^

N also want very thanks to my all family members~

Mum, brothers, aunties call me n said Happy Birthday~

Appreciate it~

Although this year i can't wat my grandma 'birtdhay mian xian' TT

I will always remember u all~<3

Hope we all keep in touch^^

For who is reading this n also PX,

i guess u sure think my post is very long n lazy to read~

Don't know how to say~

Just this is my feel~^^

All my friends ^^

 

My Family ^^

My 2nd 19th Birthday Celebration (Big Surprise)

My Birthday experience still got 2nd part~
n this is the 1 make me feel so...don't know how to describe~

At 12am midnight~ they sing a BIRTHDAY song to me n YR be a pianist play a birthday song using Fern handphone apps~
then I have bit surprise~
n have a thought that they will come out with a small cake celebrate with me~
bcs I hope that my birthday celebration have a cake n take photos let me keep as memories~
but when I come out from the room~
none~ no birthday cake for me~
just a birthday song~
then I tell myself~is ok~ have the heart is enough~
thanks~

then they say go to have supper as my celebration~
then I on bcs Amy who always sleep early n Sharon have Tamil test sacrifice their slp n go for supper~
On the way, I feel disappointed bcs maybe not what i expected~
bcs eat supper is normal n don't have photo for me to keep as memory~
I still chit chat with them like normal la~
But in my heart feel like izit this is my celebration ??
Y I cant feel it is my birthday celebration~
I can't feel warm n feel like the celebration is like a mission for u all only.

Then, the things which warm me up is the msg i recieve from friend- ZingXin, Siew Min, Kah Wai, Vinno, Kai Chin(Evon best friend n also my ex-instructor)~ surprise they all rmb my birthday especially Siew Min n Kah Wai~
N very appreciate n thanks to Zing Xin send me 2 Birthday Video Song as my present~ Like it

The next morning, I thought my house-mates will suggest go hv a lunch or suggest any dinner like celebrating my birthday~
bcs I just hope that my birthday not like normal day just eat delivery food~
at least a simple lunch or dinner gather together eat~
but not like what i expected
whole day didn't have any special surprise for me,
is just like normal day,
Lunch eat chicken rice 'dabao' by WJ N YR
My house mates all study like normal,
WJ n YR sweet like normal..always say 'airen airen'
Evon n Amy study study study..
It is just like a normal day n ntg special~
Then I also study la, but I close myself in room n study bcs I duno how to face them~
I feel disappointed to them(Sorry to say that)
bcs from a high expectation feeling turn to become disappointed n sad~

N honestly, I got cry in my room~
Bcs many friends birthday is on December ~
so I saw a lot of them change their profile picture or upload their pictures with birthday cake~feel bit jealous
then my mind is like~ today izit my birthday~
Y I can't feel it~
N start to think am I important among u all ??
then I try to tell myself don't compare too much~
Have friends celebrate with you n sing birthday song for you should appreciate~
but in my deep heart still feel disappointed~

N when going for a dinner~
I plan to ask Fern bring me eat n plan to buy Starbuck for myself~
but Fern say she will go with her 'nanny' so i din't join~
then WJ n YR also follow~
but I don't have the mood go so I reject dy~
N Evon n Amy plan eat bread as their dinner~
then I thought my birthday celebration dy the end with the supper~
So I cry agn~
then plan to have burger have dinner n ask Amy n Evon want anot~
but in the end we settle our dinner with 'pan mee'
After dinner, I go to buy bubble tea to consult myself n reward myself~
then plan to continue my study bcs i waste a lot of time dy~
n i got tell my friend my disappointed feel~
bcs my dream din't come true~
my small wish to hv a cake as my birthday celebration din't realize ~

But around 9 smtg~ the precious moment happen~
Fern, WJ n YR is back~
n they back home with 2 cup of Starbucks drinks n 2 flavour of cake~
I was like~
Wat !! U all really got plan for me~
N sing Happy Birthday song for the third time for me~
I stand there n don't know what emotion should i give~
then they ask me make a wish n blow the candle~
i dy blow few time~but the candle dy extinguish but light up agn for few time~
funny~XD

then WJ bring out the present for me~
then I become more shock !!
SJ 6th album version C- cost RM 79.90
OMG !! what should I reaction~
I stood at there for some time~
don't know what should I say
don't know what should I do~
besides say thank you again is thank you~

Make me feel sorry too bcs in the afternoon I should not misunderstand u all~
I should not complain too much~
I should not blame too much~
n what you all do for me is more than i expect~
is more than I feel like is too much~
you all need spend a lot for my celebration~
touch~this is my 1st time experience celebrate like this~
n I very appreciate it~

To : Fern, WJ, Sharon ,YR , Evon and Amy

" N thanks agn ( I know I dy said many many time)
thanks for the present, the cake & Starbucks drinks~
n you all really geng~
act like didn't care or didn't do anything make me feel disappointed~
then bring a surprise for me~
the plan is successful~
I was cheated by u all~
whole day is  from a high expectation become slowly disappointed n sad,cry
then again become shock n surprise !!
like what u all expected in the plan~
you all make me have so much feeling in 1 day~
you also make my small wish come true~have nice birthday memories with many photos~ "

Happy to be house-mate with you all^^

 

My Birthday Present <3

 

With Fern~ My aiya sister when she become sinchan XD

 

My Cousin- Wenjing ^^ Thx her a lot~

 

With Sharon~My cousin ' aiya' sister n Fern 'airen'

 

with Amy~ Tall girl n always like my 'mum'... rmb do this and that.. XD

 

With Evon Ding~ Nickname 'DING DING' and my professor~

 

With Yunn Lu~ good in blogging too~

 WJ's 'Airen' and my future 'biao shao' (joking)~ also 1 of the K-POP fans n we can talk K-POP together~

My 1st Birthday Celebration

My 19th birthday celebration come to the end lo~
what should I say ??
千年万语尽在不言中。。。

This year is my 1st time having so much feeling in my birthday~
my house-mates really good in acting~fool by them~
they make me feel sad, disappointed then suddenly bring me to the heaven give me a big shock~
n I am a person easy give ppl affect~so a lot of feel came to me~

the 'drama' was started from last Friday ~

They lie on me say Saturday we plan celebrate Sharon's birthday earlier~
then my mind is like~r u all acting ??
Mayb u all r planning celebrate my birthday with me ??
bcs my birthday is earlier than Sharon~
then I pretend ntg involve in planning~
then you all are like really planning for Sharon n I started to believe~
n started feel a bit hurt but can't say out~
bcs I don't want broke the discussion atmosphere~
so just keep in my heart~ N start thinking izit plan for me or Sharon~
n I still believe that u all won't forget my birthday~n have 'qi dai' for saturday celebration~

But during Saturday celebration..
we are so lucky bcs that day Domino pizza just RM0.10 for 1 regular pizza
Fern suddenly said later u don't let Sharon suspect them~
just tell her they going bank transfer rental to owner but actually is going to buy a slice of cake for her~
Then my heart suddenly broke~n believe is for Sharon~
but still need pretend ntg la~
so after we finish DOMINO at home~i duno wat should i do as my heart is a bit down~
so i stay in my room~

then suddenly
" Happy Birthday to u~"
Sing by my house mates ~
my feeling is like
"lol", actually is like what I think~celebrate for me~
n I think I too sensitive n emotional
not so shock actually~but feel thanks to them~
thx for the earlier n simple celebration~
but say truly, have a bit disappointed bcs you all din take photo with me~
but I'm ok dy bcs I guess you all stress to prepare exam..

Thanks

To dear PX

Thanks for become the 1st person wish me 19th birthday~XD
maybe u will feel I describe too over~
but is my true feeling~
listen your voice feel warm~
n u can feel what is my actual feeling~
although we din't chat for a long time~
juz about 20 minutes~
n u jus gv me a simple wish~
but really thx for ur best wish
i will try my best~listen to ur words to join more event~
n also wish your tomorrow STPM paper- PA done well^^
<3 n friendship forever~